Fooling who??

...okay, this morning as I walked out of the gym from my workout, I told my mom: "seriously WHO am I fooling? This is going to be one of those 'I am going to stop by & get me some chocolate to get me through this day' days"...I am saying good bye to one of my dearest friends today, so really who am I fooling?? I am emotionally eating a chocolate today - Debbie would want me to! And I am not going to try to fool myself into believing that just for today I am NOT going to emotionally eat a chocolate (actually I already had it, a small bit, it was good & I do feel better), so I am done trying to fool myself into believing I am strong today, because I am not, just for today....